Surrender..

Let your life be a moving prayer

Guided Rituals โ€ข Archetypal Wisdom โ€ข Embodiment Practices

A 6-Month Soul Initiation designed to heal your karmic patterns, integrate your inner masculine + feminine, deepen your range of self expression, mature your soul embodiment, and expand your capacity for leadership.

HIGH-TOUCH INTIMATE GROUP CONTAINER + 1:1 SUPPORT
ENROLLMENT CLOSES 4.8! | EQUINOX TO EQUINOX

Come home to yourself
Let go of control
Learn to live in Surrender..

Welcome to Your Journey of Surrender..

This space is for a very particular kind of woman.

Intuitive. Sensitive to energy.
Healing crazy fโ€™ed up karmic patterns.
Not only for yourself, but for your family,
your lineage, and for the world.

You are often the one others come to for guidance.

You are most likely carrying a lot.

You have already done several years of inner healing work
and spiritual study, yet still something feel unfinished within you..

You have never been fully mirrored in your truest capacity.
Never had a teacher who empowers the invisible and subtle parts of your psyche.
And you are ready for it.

A deeper leadership is trying to emerge through you.

Your truest voltage.

Your path has not been simple.
It has been initiatory.
The way that true medicine women are made.

Many women who enter Surrender.. carry wounds around visibility, power, and trust.
Even wounds around the feminine and being in circles like this.
And they are also ready to let them go.

So if you feel the call to step forward in your life and leadership
And you simultaneously fear + crave being seen in your full power,
then this program is for you.

This program is not for everyone.
It is for sincere spiritual seekers.

Initiates.

Women who know they are here to hold something meaningful in the world.

Women who need a sacred space to integrate their gifts, their karma,
their voice, and deepen their prayer for their gifts + medicine
while they discover the full range of their power.

Surrender..
is where you let go
to become All that you are.

Student Success Stories

Surrender created such a strong foundation for how I hold myself as I serve. I gained real clarity on what I can actually offer to this world.

This program was the beginning of my path as a leader and guide. I really learned to trust myself. My heart opened up even more to sisterhood, community, and co-created spaces. My goal was to start serving my own clients and half way through the program, I was! And so much has happened since. I went from being a student with self-doubt to creating my own acupuncture practice, offering sound healing and leading womenโ€™s circles in my community.

โ€”Sochy Pann, Doctor of Oriental Medicine

I feel like I'm not fighting against myself. I literally faced myself. I faced my ego. I feel renewed. I feel soft.

I came in with a lot of control. A lot of pressure. A lot of resistance. Through my childhood, out of survival, I would lead with the masculine. And now I feel myself softening, letting the feminine come through. My foot swelled up on my dominant side, and now it's healed. My body changed. This has really changed my life. Whatever Michelle teaches, definitely participate. Because this soul-work is important.

โ€”Zuri Boddie, Zen with Zuri

Do you recognize

yourself in these?

Surrender 2026 โ€” A 6-Month Ritual Immersion with Michelle Coutinho

  • You want to stop performing your spirituality โ€” and actually live it, without the constant sense that you're being graded by something or someone above you.
  • You are tired of clamping down, or ejecting when emotions rise. Tired of living from pressure instead of devotion. Tired of holding everything together when part of you is screaming to be held.
  • The thought of letting go of control is something you simultaneously yearn for and fear. Your soul is begging you to slow down and honor your tender heart.
  • You are a medicine woman, healer, teacher, leader โ€” and you believe that integrating your inner masculine and feminine will expand your capacity to hold space for others. But you can't give what you haven't yet received.
  • You are successful in the eyes of the world, but internally you feel overwhelmed, a bit dried out, and have lost touch with your Spiritual Center from being all the things to everyone else.
  • You hear an inner call for self-trust โ€” one that requires you to deepen, slow down, tune in, and really listen to Spirit in order to deeply thrive.
  • More than anything, you want to be an instrument of healing in this world. And you know that can only come from your overflow โ€” not your depletion.

Student Success Stories

Michelle is literally the only coach and mentor Iโ€™ve had in 10 years on my spiritual journey who isnโ€™t culty or hierarchical.

Thereโ€™s no hidden agenda. I can speak to her completely freely, without judgment. And that safety is whatโ€™s helping my true teacher and leader self finally come back online. She doesnโ€™t put herself on a pedestal; she holds deep wisdom while staying totally human, real, and accessible. I trust her integrity, her energetics, and her devotion more than anyone else Iโ€™ve worked with.

Surrender showed me how to speak my truth even when it feels tender & vulnerable. Also it has given me the gift of rest + fluidity in my life, allowing it all to unfold divinely so.

โ€”Maria Frascone, Mother, Healer, Herbalist

Michelleโ€™s insight feels 100% spot on. She names what Iโ€™m feeling, often before I can find the words myself.

Iโ€™m so grateful I did Michelleโ€™s Surrender journey. The container she created felt really safe and spacious, and she opened up so many topics I hadnโ€™t been exposed to before.

I learned a lot and really, really enjoyed being in that space with her. I came into our last call anxious, fragile, and spun out from work stress, and by the end I felt more grounded, more in my body, and better able to face my day. I really believe in her work and can feel how much it supports my nervous system and my growth.

โ€”Virginia Barber, Mother + Copywriter

Hello Beloved, I am Michelle Infinity

And for our journey together, consider me your Glenda.
I am a Good Witch. ๐Ÿช„

My magic is that I remind you of your sovereignty.

I help restore your inner cosmic template. And I help you make sense of all of your initiations so you can finally put everything in its right place.

This is how you start to own your power. This is the journey I have been on and so this is what I share with you.

The conversations we will have in this container will not be trendy or superficial. They will challenge the narrative. They will shift your beliefs and anchor you into a deeper, silent knowing that you have had within you since birth, but couldn't quite put your finger on..

Surrender we move through maps of the mind, the archetypal landscape as well as we move through the psychical and energetic body. We stomp. We activate our energetic wingspan. We reveal gifts to ourselves we never knew we had.

And we embody deeply the ones we always knew were there.

We shake. We regulate. We heal things.

This is not theory. It is physiological.
It is ceremonial in nature.
And it is 100% real.

All love,
Michelle

โ€œClick your heels, Dorthy.
The power was inside you all along.โ€

Own Your Presence
Anchor Your Authority
And Fully Embody Your Authentic Power.

๐“†ƒ ๐“…“ ๐“†ƒ

Get to know yourself in such a way,
you are
unshakable.

Student Success Stories

I finally feel like I am able to breathe deeply again.

My throat and neck and chest area have been slowly and consistently opening since Michelle and I started working together. Iโ€™ve found myself massaging myself and stretching more again and it is feeling amazing and helping me with my process. I noticed a warmth in my throat at some point in the last few days.

I've also noticed a huge shift in how I am thinking about what I'm feeling instead of just letting my feelings run away with me. I am able to witness myself and make different decisions.


โ€” Sylvia Aspeytia, Devotional Singer

What Michelle offers is more than a therapy and modality. It is a rich, potent and clear transmission of love, transmutation and healing on a level that is hard to grasp by the mind alone.

Michelle gave me absolute clarity while holding my pain; there are not always therapies that can hold such immense duality and bring them together with such peace. 

I have been a RN in healthcare for over 14 years and a therapist for over 5 years. There are so many modalities of medicine and healing and support. In my own life and journey Iโ€™ve utilized a lot of these therapies; and for the most part they have been helpful to their own extent.  If you are struggling and feel like me, that youโ€™ve maybe run your course with regular healing therapies I would highly, highly recommend Michelle as healer, guide and other-worldly โ€˜motherโ€™ while you are growing through, what you are going through.

โ€” Chrissy Stanko, RN + Counselor

WHAT SURRENDER ACTUALLY IS

Not self-help.
Maturation.

โ€œSurrender is the spiritual practice of listening and letting go of the ego's desires so you finally stop striving for false power outside of you. And in turn, you return to the power that was inside you all along.โ€

MICHELLE INFINITY

THE 6 GATEWAYS
INSIDE SURRENDER

The Outline Of Our Journey
Honoring The Wheel of the Year

12 bi-weekly calls ยท 6 private 1:1 sessions
Embodiment ยท Partner Practice ยท Live Ritual

Witness the exiled parts of your own inner feminine + your personal obstacles to Surrender.. Who were you before you learned to adapt based on other people perceiving you? That is anchoring back into our true essence of the Maiden. Here we will learn about fire and spring and birthing this year and a new beginning together.

  • Map your personal blocks to surrender on the vertical axis (God/divine) and horizontal plane (relationships)

  • Move through the several faces of the Maiden and feel which ones are free and which are exiled

  • Journey through the Seven Gates of Inanna

  • Burn your blocks in a fire ritual: Thus Far, No Further

  • Set your seed intention for the full six months

The Maiden Surrenders

March 26 + April 9

Test your inner presence, concentration + focus. Our depth of conscious awareness and focus is equal to our ability to achieve. So many of us have this energetically skewed or overactive instead of the honed clarity of precision. In this module, we will activate this power. The Stag teaches how to be sovereign, still, and attuned to what is actually happening rather than bracing against it.

  • Clear the field with Ego Eradicator + Ram Dass Meditation Teachings

  • Unlock your primal voice through the Shamanic Soul Song ritual

  • Practice sacred witnessing

  • Sit in silence and discover what truth arises in your body when you stop performing and simply listen

The Stag Awakens

April 23 + May 7

This is your initiation with receiving and holding power and what that brings up for you. So many of us are wired to give. The conditioning around what the Feminine is. is that she is self-sacrificing and always giving. This module asks: what is it to be in your Inner Queen/embodied leadership and actually receive pleasure, attention, and power?

  • Tantric Womb + Voice Activation

  • Writing + Receiving Wisdom from the Divine Feminine Codex

  • Connection with the Goddess through Song + Mantra

  • Inner Queen = Sovereign discernment + pleasure without guilt

  • Explore the full spectrum of the Mother Archetype: genetic, inner, divine, and cultural and discover where she lives within your body + soul.

Divine Mother Receives

May 20 + June 3

Get in touch with your own Inner Daddy. A trusting force of masculine steadiness. This is where we dismantle the narrative of a punishing god who is judging you. The Father archetype has been deeply distorted. Here we restore the Father as loving, sovereign, and on your team. You reclaim your power from every external framework you gave it to.

  • Discover what your real relationship is like with Command, Authority, and Power.

  • Locate where you're still outsourcing your authority.

  • Conscious dialogue about the wounds you carry related to the masculine.

  • Direct devotional reclamation to the masculine through Mantra, Prayer, Ritual

  • Practice receiving transmission from a healthy, loving inner father within you.

Father/Solar King Steadies

June 18 + July 2

The Crone Calls

July 16 + July 30

Get to know the part of you who really sees. This is the Ancestral Gate. The most ceremonial gateway is our initiation into wearing the Crown of the Crone. This is where our work gets real. Calling on the Grandmother within you. The Crone knows.

  • Witch Wound Transmissions releasing lifetimes of silencing and persecution

  • Here we embody the ugly as sacred

  • Write channeled letters envisioning the dreams of your ancestors

  • Offer your Crone Call and open your knowing voice

  • Ancestor focused primal embodiment ritual

  • Build an altar to your Ancestors

Walk the path of Self Mastery.
Surrender is the subtle combination of learning to listen like a master and also direct subtle energy with command when needed. This is the gate where it all comes together. The mystery of Great Spirit weaves all of the lessons and allows you to feel your own self mastery.

  • Reflect on the full arc through deep self-inquiry: where you began, what broke open, what has quietly shifted

  • How to become a Distance Healer, Teacher, and Guide

  • Embody The Sage archetype in partner practices

  • Offering Transmission and Leadership

  • A Ritual of Sacred Theater

  • Closing Ceremony

The Sage Guides

August 13 + 27 | Eclipse Gate

Student Success Stories

Working with Michelle has completely changed the way I express myself. This program has changed my trajectory for the better, and has deepened my spirituality.

This is one of the few spaces that is genuine and authentic, not just a "trendy" manifestation circle. Rather, these programs really do impact your life if you allow it to. There is truth shared and a real sense of sisterhood. No judgement and deep teachings.

After doing Surrender with Michelle, my life shifted. Iโ€™ve felt a really strong pull back into music and the arts, and Iโ€™m finally being more vocal and putting myself out there in deeper conversations. I started offering inโ€‘person tarot sessions to friends and I am freely speaking my truth. Michelleโ€™s work has been a big part of me reclaiming my voice, my art, and my own energy.

โ€”Daphanie Valdez, Nurse Practitioner

Surrender reaffirmed to trust my intuition, trust the process, and provided me tools to express the spiritual side of me that I have neglected or did not know was there. It was a gentle reawakening.

I would recommend this program to someone else. In this program, I felt seen and validated by my sisters who selflessly held the container for me.

From working in Surrender, I did goddess embodiments, offered songs and prayers to my sisters, challenged my stillness, and reconnected with my ancestors. When I started, my original intention was to find surrender and embrace my femininity. What I have taken away from this experience is that I am more integrated than I thought I was and more balanced. And now leaving I feel light.

One of the biggest and most immediate changes was at work. I used to feel burnt out every single day within weeks of Michelleโ€™s container, I went from coming home exhausted every day to feeling calm, resourced, and actually okay after work. Her somatic practices and guidance helped me soften my selfโ€‘judgment, feel truly seen, and start building a more loving relationship with myself.

โ€”Camille Maniago, Physical Therapist

BONUSES INCLUDED

6 Monthly ONE - ON - ONE
Vocal Empowerment Coaching Sessions

Personalized support on your path.

Private 1:1 sessions start in early April (initiation) and continue through early September (closing).

Bi-weekly group calls are every other Thursday at 6pm CST beginning March 26th
and ending at the eclipses in August.


REAL TALK

ALL THE DETAILS

The calls for each module will be 60-90 min.
Continued discussion in Telegram Group.

Each call will combine lecture, embodiment practice,
partner exercises, and live Q+A.

Attendance for the calls are mandatory
Call recordings are sent out after 24hrs
First call of each module is a lecture + practice
Second call is practice, discussion, live coaching + Q+A

*Because these calls have ritual components and are energetic transmissions,
it is recommended that you honor the container and yourself by blocking out at least 30 min
after each call or you to integrate before going on with your day.

Surrender..

Behind the Scenes of our Rituals

You already know.

You, my dear, have already heard the call for Surrender.. deep in your heart.

This is a Ritual container where you practice being, not performing. The conversations we will have in this container will not be trendy or superficial. In fact, they will likely challenge the current cultural narrative. They will shift your beliefs and anchor you in to a deeper, silent knowing that you have had within you since birth, but couldnโ€™t quite put your finger on..

And they will deepen and enrich your journey for years to come..

Surrender will teach you to attune to the cosmic within yourself.

Through 12-bi weekly calls, and (6!) private 1:1 healing sessions, embodiment work, partner practices, rituals, and masterful guest teachers to guide you, you will let go of living from the habit patterns of your mind, and over the course of a 6-month initiatory journey together, you will begin to open, soften, and anchor in the sacred self expression of your soul.

Listening is the key. Attunement is here.

Let us deepen together.

It is time to Surrender.

Show me the way.

About Your Guide

โ€œI come to you, not as a woman above you, but as a woman who's been humbled by life.โ€

Those were the words that came out of me naturally as I sat before 70 women at a retreat full of my peers. Women who were influencers and healers and teachers, and it was the first time that I was leading a ceremonial crowd so big. And out of my mouth came the words, "I have been humbled by life." That is what initiated me into leadership. Not only that moment, but the humbling that happened just four years before.

You see, I have had some really messed up karma! ;) Yet, it was that karma that also initiated my path into being a healer and a way-shower for others.

Those initiations, when I lost everything and had to be built back up piece by piece (which was how I spent most of my 30s) gave me a very generous and wide capacity to be able to truly empower and hold space for others and see into their souls.

The women in Surrender.. also have had some very hardcore initiations.

This is how wise women are made, but the beauty of our temple is that it's a place to integrate and do the self-healing work to acknowledge everything that has happened to us and our particular kind of woman.

The medicine women, the way-showers, the healers, the ones who tend to this world and care for others so much while simultaneously being demonized by it as witches, outsiders, crones and hags.. Those who see the unseen are feared when they need to be revered. The Dark Feminine is what will heal this world.

And this is what our beautiful program explores. It allows us to weave the range of our masculine and feminine embodiment, to see where our obstacles and blocks are, and also what comes easily for us. Self-mastery comes from creating a map of psyche that is true to our authentic self versus what we've been conditioned by.

There is so much unlearning that needs to happen on the path of self-mastery.

Surrender walks you through it while you learn all of the priestess wisdom codes that I have learned that have helped me navigate my own path over the past 20 years from yogic lineages, goddess traditions, and so many wisdom schools across this earth.

It's an absolute honor to transmit the codes of what has initiated me on this path of self-mastery. I have been an initiate of Healing my entire life from my core wounds that started as early on as my parents, coming from an abusive patriarchal lineage where religion was used as disempowerment towards the feminine and a tactic for control rather than a real connection to the divine.

And more recently, as I navigate the power dynamics of spiritual circles and communities, I have found what I call True Power, which is infinite, inexhaustible, and reminds me of the purity of multidimensional, Angelic Consciousness.

This is what I serve: Divine Love and Sacred Devotion. The essence of Bhakti Yoga.

As we get to choose what to tune our field and our frequency to.. We get to decide what we want to bring to this earth. For me, this is what I believe will heal the world and what I want to imbue in each of you who join me for this journey.

I have taught circles all around the world, sung in over 13 languages and sacred traditions.

It is an honor every circle I gather as I witness the unique geometric configuration that serves the souls who join.

If you are interested in joining this next cohort of Surrender..
Book your call with me. Let's connect.

All love,
Michelle

RAISE EACH OTHER UP

Student Success Stories

Michelle witnessed me and my potential before I saw it in myself. Working with Michelle supported me in finding more power and beauty in my voice, but even more potent is she helped me recognize I get to see my beauty all on my own. 

The medicine in this container is real. Each weekโ€™s homework is powerful in different ways and keeps bringing forward fantastic awareness. I really love and appreciate the way itโ€™s all put together. Iโ€™ve watched myself and my partners have big emotional breakthroughs in a space that feels incredibly safe for our full vulnerability and authenticity.

Michelleโ€™s raw authenticity makes this container unlike anything else out there.

She manifested in a time when I wanted to show up just like her, but my need for external validation stopped me from getting uncomfortable. Michelle showed me how to love myself first, find magik in the celebration of the unpolished parts of me, and to claim freedom regardless of the judgement of others.

Through this understanding my confidence has grown opening up my throat chakra and giving me space to sing and speak with conviction. Which is providing with new opportunities and ways to get uncomfortable and continue to expand.

โ€”Mama T, Podcaster + Energy Healer

This is a powerful container of women supporting each other to evolve beyond what they thought possible or even realized.

When I started, I felt very unsettled and blocked. Now I am less so. Michelle helped me see that I was going through an egoโ€‘death, another chapter of my heroโ€™s journey. What I have taken away from this experience is how hard I am on myself and how unkind and I carry a lot of shame more so then I thought. I need to take care of myself and show up for myself. I need to show myself some devotion.


โ€”Mavournin Guardino, Holistic Wellness Coach

๐“†ƒ 12 bi-weekly group calls (60 - 90 min)

๐“†ƒ 6 private 1:1 healing sessions with Michelle.

The most ceremonial, the ones that will initiate and close your 6-month container. Eclipses to eclipses + equinox to equinox.

๐“†ƒ Guided embodiment work through ritual, meditation, journaling, vocal empowerment practices, shamanic energy work, and movement

๐“†ƒ Partner practices and rituals during the live calls

๐“†ƒ Mantra, prayer, and sound healing transmissions

๐“†ƒ Wheel of the Year Guided Practices + Rituals

๐“†ƒ Consistent practice being present in a clear container, communing, sharing, and amplifying your spiritual + intuitive gifts so that you learn to trust yourself, trust other women, embody your dharma, live your purpose, and anchor more of your soul into this world.

What You Will Receive

๐“†ƒ A pdf guidebook for each module

๐“†ƒ All class recordings (24hrs after recorded)

๐“†ƒ Bonus pop-up style calls to help integrate, connect, and be in circle together

๐“†ƒ Monthly ceremonial playlists that just may change your life!

๐“†ƒ Telegram community chat container

๐“†ƒ Ongoing 1:1 spiritual mentorship and personalized coaching

๐“†ƒ Q+A discussions

๐“†ƒ An intimate group of conscious, high-vibration, soulful women that are WALKING THE BEAUTY WAY, standing in their INTEGRITY, EXPANDING their capacity, and DEEPENING in their embodiment together.

๐“…“TUITION | INVEST IN YOURSELF ๐“†ƒ

PAY IN FULL (best value)

$3333

12 EASY PAYMENTS OF

$333

Study the Wheel of the Year..

Be guided through the journey of attuning to the cycles of the seasons and pay close attention to how you are able to better manifest and align yourself with the Flow of the Cycles when you listen to the song of your life.

So You Can Become a More Masterful
Healer, Leader, Teacher + Guide.

During our 6-month initiation together you will access new levels of self-mastery, awaken your inner depths, connect with your highest reverence, open your heart and embody more of your soul on the Earth.

Access the Power of the Ancients + Awaken Your Inner Sight.

Program Requirements + Agreements


ENGAGE IN OPEN SPIRITUAL DIALOGUE ๐“†ƒ
In order to be accepted into this program you must be comfortable and have flexibility speaking about the following topics: God/Goddess, Spirit/Universe, Multidimensional Consciousness, Sexual Polarity,  and exploring the range of archetypes in Masculine + Feminine Embodiment. You must also be able to hold space for differing opinions and share from your heart only what feels in service to the benefit of our entire group container.

A WOMENโ€™S CIRCLE ๐“†ƒ
This particular container happens to be a womenโ€™s circle, and therefore the language is geared towards those who identify as women, she/her. But if you identify as masculine or non-binary and you are interested in this container or possibly working together 1:1 โ€” then wholeheartedly welcome you to apply for my 1:1 Spiritual Mentorship here let me know your inquiry, and I will reach out to you directly to schedule an introduction.

YOUR PRESENCE IS YOUR POWER ๐“†ƒ
Participation in all group calls are mandatory to honor the integrity of our container. You must be willing to SHOW UP (camera on) AND BE ON TIME to each of the calls as we will start with an Invocation. Treat these calls as they are rituals and you will receive back the most sincere transmissions from this container. And if you know you cannot make a call, you agree to let Michelle know in advance.

Surrender.. is an intimate container of women who are on an initiatory path of self mastery. You will leave this container so much more confident in your true self, your power, and your ability to become a vessel of healing and transmit that frequency to others.

If you feel the call, the next step is to apply.